Tyler Perry
Are You Not Entertained?
I am going to say something that will probably make some of my
gay friends very unhappy with me.
I love Ender’s Game.
Hands down, my favorite novel of all-time. In so many ways, it defined my adolescence. I felt such a connection to the struggle of
Ender Wiggin as a kid who just did not quite fit in at home or at school. I better understand the reasons why I
struggled with those connections now, but that book gave me a sense of belonging
and shared experience that I could hardly find anywhere else.
Orson Scott Card, the author of Ender’s Game, tends
to slip Mormon cosmology into his writing.
He literally wrote a series that is little more than a sci-fi retelling
of the Book of Mormon. He also
participated in the writing of the script for my favorite original Xbox game, Advent
Rising. You have probably never
heard of Advent Rising, as it was not terribly popular, it was super
buggy, and it had bad graphics, even for the time. However, I love Advent Rising.
Advent Rising tells the story of Gideon Wyeth, a
space pilot tasked to participate in the first contact meeting with an alien
species that has just mysteriously arrived over his homeworld. Gideon learns that humanity was once
anciently worshipped as gods, and that he has the potential to achieve
unfathomable power. Sound familiar? Well, it is my theory that Card slipped in
some references to Mormon cosmology into the text.
As a side note, the Halo series tends to be regarded
as the Xbox series with the best soundtrack, but Advent Rising
absolutely blows it out of the water. I
am a sucker for soundtracks, and Advent Rising was, in my infallible and
always correct opinion, the best of the original Xbox generation in that
category.
Going back a few decades, another Mormon creative by the
name of Glen Larson created a science fiction series for television called Battlestar
Galactica that borrowed themes and imagery from Star Wars and Star
Trek. This little series was
reimagined in 2003 by Ron Moore and David Eick, and it retained many of the
elements that Glen Larson had worked into the mythology of the series.
Battlestar Galactica tells the story of the survivors
of the destruction of the Twelve Tribes, or Colonies, of Kobol, who are cast
into exile searching for a new home on a planet called Earth. There is a government called the Quorum of Twelve
that rules over the Twelve Colonies. The
original series had many more references to Mormon cosmology and theology than
the reimagined, but the heart of that mythology survived the generations.
Also, Battlestar Galactica (2003) has an incredible
soundtrack composed by Bear McCreary. It
has the best use of music I have ever seen in television. Honestly, the show is worth watching just for
the soundtrack, but it is an amazing show on top of that.
Despite all appearances to the contrary, however, I am not
writing this essay because I want to gush over a few of my favorite pieces of
entertainment. Instead, I am using these
pieces of entertainment to make another point.
Space, Space, I Love Space
Mormon cosmology is absolutely fascinating. Even orthodox belief in the cosmology can
lend space for scientific learning that seemingly runs contrary to the Biblical
narrative, and the nature of Mormon cosmology makes it really easy to put
external contradictions on the shelf.
Honestly, my favorite thing about Mormonism is the cosmology. This may sound shallow to some, but when the third-highest
ordinance (behind the sealing and the second anointing) is all about cosmology,
it’s difficult to deny that the cosmology of the faith is an important and significant
aspect of the religion.
The story is absolutely amazing. I am going to share with you the version I
was able to build up as my mission drew to a close (peak spirituality of course). This was the result of extensive study into
the cosmology, history of the temple ordinances, and the doctrines of the Plan
of Salvation, inasmuch as the resources were available to me on my mission
(this is important to note since I was only authorized to study from the canonized
scriptures, Preach My Gospel, Jesus the Christ, issues of the Ensign,
and very few additional sources).
Well before the beginning, all that would become human life
existed as intelligences, or intelligent matter. These intelligences are eternal, but they
existed in some kind of unformed state.
God the Father, Elohim, who dwelled near the star Kolob, looked upon
these intelligences, saw that they were good, and, in concert with his wife (or
wives, if you ask Brigham Young), organized them into spiritual beings. His spirit children. This process of organizing intelligences into
spirts is not well-defined, but it is believed that it is analogous to the earthly
reproductive power.
It is believed that the first spirit child of our Heavenly
Father, Elohim, and Heavenly Mother(s) was Jehovah, who would later come to the
world in a tabernacle of flesh and blood as Jesus the Christ. Thus, Jehovah is our Elder Brother.
Among the great spirit children of Elohim were Michael, the
man we would know as Adam; Gabriel, the man we would know as Noah; and Lucifer,
who would become Satan. A pet theory
that I held, in part because I think it is awesome, is that all the “dispensation-opening”
prophets were archangels. Adam was
Michael, Noah was Gabriel, and Joseph Smith was afraid to talk about the
ordering of spirits in the pre-existence because he thought he would be killed
for making such a claim [1]. There were
7 archangels in ancient Judeo-Christian tradition [2] and 7 dispensations in Mormon
theology [3]. It would stand to reason
that the spirit children Elohim chose to open gospel dispensations would be the
elite among the elite. Since Mormons
hold the endowment sacred, I will not be diving into details of that ceremony,
but there is implication within that ceremony that indicates that Peter may
have had a major role in the early gospel history of man, which gives further
credence to this archangel theory.
Elohim taught and trained his spirit children. As his children, they were the same species
as Elohim (a species that we will refer to as Homo sapien deus), and
they had the potential to become like him.
However, Elohim has a body of flesh and bone, which his spirit children
did not possess. He also has wisdom that
they did not possess. To mature into beings
like him, Elohim, in council, developed a plan whereby his children would
obtain bodies of flesh and blood and be tested to see if they could become like
him. He would create a world for them to
come to, and they would enter the next phase of the Homo sapien deus
life cycle.
Thus, on Earth, we are gods in embryo (this is an idea alluded
to in The Miracle of Forgiveness).
Elohim’s plan required the perfection of his children, a
standard that few would be able to meet.
As such, an intercessor would be required to allow Elohim’s children to
be made clean before returning to his presence.
Lucifer proposed a plan whereby all of Elohim’s children
would be able to live with him for eternity, but the glory for the execution of
this plan would go to Lucifer. For his
hubris in placing himself above Elohim, Lucifer and his followers were cast out
of heaven, and Lucifer became Satan.
Jehovah, on the other hand, supported Elohim’s plan, and agreed to be the
Intercessor, or Savior, of humanity, with the glory to be given to Elohim.
And so, Jehovah was chosen as the Savior.
Jehovah and Michael, who would become Adam, the first man,
were put in charge of creating the Earth.
The works of the temporal creation of the universe and the world began
at some point around this era of the premortal life.
Weird Science
The Creation of the Earth in Mormon cosmology works better with
our scientific understanding than orthodox Christian cosmology does. Even if General Conference talks by supposedly
scientifically literate prophets dismiss the idea of the Big Bang Theory,
Mormon cosmology absolutely has space for the theory. Unlike the idea that the Big Bang was a
sudden explosion of matter, the actual scientific theory describes a rapid
expansion of matter and anti-matter.
When matter and anti-matter collide, they release photons [5].
And God said, “Let there be light”, and there was light.
Where Mormon cosmology runs into a bit of a problem with the
current scientific consensus is in the beginning of life and the variety of
life. Evolution by natural selection
requires reproduction and death to function.
However, according to Mormon theology, death did not enter the world
until the fall of Man, approximately 6000 years ago [6]. Thus, evolution by natural selection, a scientific
theory that is supported by a massive amount of evidence, is incompatible with Mormon
theology, but not necessarily Mormon cosmology.
I want to posit the cosmological hypothesis I was operating
under to balance out these conflicting ideas that I held to be true. Death, being a natural part of temporal
existence, was found in the animals, plants, bacteria, and other organisms not of
the Homo sapien deus species found outside the Garden of Eden before the
Fall. Only in Eden was death not
known. In fact, a genetically compatible
species or two of Homo sapiens were on the Earth outside the Garden of
Eden in the years before Adam’s Fall. It
is from these other Homo sapiens that Adam’s first generation of
children found their mates [7].
Humanity exists on this world to go through the life cycle
steps necessary to become like Elohim. Michael,
as Adam, began the process by partaking of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of
good and evil. This gave humanity the ability
to discern good from bad, right from wrong, but it also distanced us from Elohim
for a time. Jehovah, who came to the
Earth as Jesus the Christ, closed the gap between humanity and Elohim, making
it possible for Elohim’s children to return to him.
Those who are seeking to fulfill the life cycle steps of Homo
sapien deus must be baptized and receive the gift of the Holy Ghost,
receive temple ordinances, be sealed for time and all eternity, and may receive
the second anointing if they are righteous enough. All will eventually die.
At death, the spiritual component of the Homo sapien deus
body goes to a waystation of sorts known as the Spirit World. In the Spirit World, spirits continue to
learn and to teach as they await the day of their resurrection, when their
sprit and their body, now perfected, will join to never die again. After the resurrection, each child of Elohim
will be judged for their worthiness to become as he is. Those who have passed the test will be
welcomed into the Celestial Kingdom, wherein they will enter the final stage of
the Homo sapien deus life cycle.
They will then become as Elohim is, and they will propagate the
Homo sapien deus species by forming intelligences into spirit children
of their own.
I remember having a conversation with my grandmother where I
posited that one day, science will advance to the point that we will be able to
measure all of the truth claims of Mormon cosmology, proving them to be
true. Eventually, we would have the technology
necessary to fold space-time, detect higher dimensional beings, and quantify our
own status as pre-divine children of Elohim.
I think the insinuation that human learning could achieve harmony with
celestial learning was a bit difficult to accept for someone with more orthodox
views, but it lined up very well with my views.
Guys, Cosmology Is, Like, Super Rad, But...
Mormon cosmology is amazing, and I do not think that it gets
enough attention for its potential as a source of storytelling and wonder. I spent most of my mission making the sorts
of questionably blasphemous jokes that missionaries make about creating worlds
of my own. In those jokes was wonder and
awe, not belittlement or flippancy.
In a way, the cosmology of the faith was what tied me to it so
closely. What other faith offered
something so impressive? The very
doctrine of the eternal family was inextricably linked to this incredible story
of man’s potential to become so much more than what we are now. And I was excited to participate in that
plan.
And then, I came to realize something.
Before I get into that, I want to talk about a conversation
I had with my roommates at BYU-Idaho. We
were talking about aliens. Bunch of
nerds. I mentioned that if we ever met
fully sapient aliens that were not human, it would cause me to question, or perhaps
lose, my faith in Mormonism. It did not
make sense to my understanding of Mormon cosmology that Elohim would organize
sapient intelligences into bodies that could not become like him. That were not the same species as him. Thus, the discovery of intelligent alien life
that was not human would disprove Mormon cosmology.
And then I met an alien.
And it was not human.
I’m kidding!
What actually happened was much more ordinary. I have written about this before, but I hope
that this essay puts that account into better context. I read a comment on a YouTube video or a Greg
Trimble blog or something (I will never find this comment ever again) in the
wake of the November 2015 policy that asked the question, “Why would gay people
want to be made straight in the resurrection?”
Understand, my understanding of Mormon cosmology was that
every worthy child of Elohim would become like Elohim, creating worlds and spirit
children. That act of creation requires
a man and a woman. It had not occurred
to me, for some reason, that being forced into a heterosexual union against
their very nature could be hell for gay people.
And the sneaky issue was that I had spent the last couple
decades hiding from myself the fact that I am gay. This question, not in that moment, but over
time, completely shattered my worldview and my love of Mormon cosmology as a
truth claim (I still do honestly believe that Mormon cosmology is a fantastic story
that should be the inspiration for more awesome stories like Battlestar Galactica
and Advent Rising). The more that
I wrestled with my identity as a gay Mormon, the more that I struggled with this
cosmological question. And the cosmology
of the Plan of Salvation started to fall apart at the seams.
How could this be the correct cosmology of a benevolent and
loving god, as I believed Elohim to be?
How could this be the true plan if there was no place in it for upwards
of 10% of Elohim’s children? I mean, 10%
is a tithe. Is Elohim tithing his
children with LGBTQ+ identities as some sort of twisted sacrifice? If so, why would I want anything to do with him?
Honestly, within the confines of Mormon cosmology, I do not
have good answers to those questions. No
one that I have talked to does either. The
best that I have seen were in Evan Smith’s Gay Latter-Day Saint Crossroads,
and, as far as answers to cosmological questions are concerned, even that comes
up short [8].
Mormon cosmology was the bedrock of my faith. Placing that
bedrock on my shelf was more weight than it could bear.
References
[1]https://emp.byui.edu/SATTERFIELDB/Quotes/If%20I%20were%20to%20tell%20you%20all%20I%20know%20%20JosephSmith.html This definitely falls into the category of "deep doctrine".
[2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_Archangels Even more "deep doctrine". You might hear about this during a High Priest Group meeting or on a mission. If you have a really fun Gospel Doctrine teacher, you also might dive into this a little bit. Otherwise, the Seven Archangels and their relationship to Mormonism is a bit of a fringe topic. "Just don't teach it as doctrine."
[3] https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bd/dispensations?lang=eng
Adam, Enoch, Noah, Abraham, Moses, Peter (Christ), Joseph Smith. Dispensations should be designated by the giving
of certain keys. These keys can all be
identified by how they were restored in the Dispensation of the Fulness of
Times. Elijah does appear to function as
a restorer of the keys of Enoch. He possessed
Melchizedek Priesthood authority and the sealing keys during the dispensation
of Moses, which was also the Levitical era.
Enoch’s lack of appearance in the dispensation of the fulness of times
is notable (though there are some who argue that the reference to Raphael in Section
128 of the Doctrine and Covenants is a reference to Enoch), and for that reason
it has been argued that Elijah acts as a restorationist of the dispensation of
Enoch. The exact definition of a dispensation
is a bit fuzzy, however. There is an
implication that a dispensation ends with an apostasy and the next begins with some
sort of restoration, though the amount of restored teachings vary from
dispensation to dispensation. The
Dispensation of the Fulness of Times, the modern dispensation, is meant to have
all knowledge and keys restored.
[4] https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2012/04/thanks-be-to-god?lang=eng I was on my mission when this talk was given, and it made me uncomfortable then. I agreed with parts of it, but I knew that this characterization of the Big Bang was just bad, let alone the allusions to evolution that do no better. And coming from the "science guy" of the Twelve just made it all the worse. There is good stuff in here, like when he talks about how incredible the heart is. I absolutely agree that the heart is an amazing organ. The way it functions as an electromechanical device is nothing short of amazing, but it has some serious inefficiencies that call into question God's skill as a designer. I mean, congenital atrial septum defects are so common that if the heart was deliberately designed, the designer should be fired for such a gross oversight. This talk points to a few issues with trying to use science as part of your theology that routinely rejects science.
[5] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annihilation
My use of this reference is part of an oversimplified discussion of the Big Bang
Theory, but I am not a physicist, nor is my intended audience. Getting much deeper into this discussion is not
beneficial for my intentions here. I do
encourage the reader to do their own study into the Big Bang Theory, the Theory
of Evolution by Natural Selection, and other scientific theories.
[6] https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/gs/death-physical?lang=eng
[7] This is completely supposition and personal belief, not
the official teachings of the church. I
am also very aware that this is a “God of the gaps” style of argument, more or
less fitting God into wherever there is gray area in our current scientific
understanding. As I worked with rationalizing
my faith in God with my increasing scientific literacy, this type of thinking
was important to me. Since my shelf has
fallen apart in recent years, however, I have much less need to fit God into
those gaps. If he exists, I am willing
to go with “Hasa diga Eebowai” as my response to anything about him. If he does not exist, then our current scientific
understanding is the best explanation for these things anyway, so why waste
energy on trying to fit God into that?
[8] https://www.gayldscrossroads.org/
First of all, this book is amazing. It
is the book that I wish I had when I was 14.
Evan Smith is awesome, his family is incredible, and this book is wonderful. Please read and support it. I understand that Evan is not really trying
to answer cosmological questions with his book.
He does propose some theological answers to these questions, and, while
I appreciate those attempts, and I hope that he continues to maintain his
activity and membership in the church, since we need allies like him on the
inside, I do not agree with the conclusions that he has reached on the
theological and cosmological issues. I
do think that they are the best attempts, and, if you ask any more “why’s” on
top of what Evan presents, I think you arrive in John Dehlin, Bill Reel, and
Tyler Perry territory. Read this book and
go as far as Evan goes if you want to be an LGBTQ+ ally but remain a believing
member of the church. Do not ask those
next questions if you are not interested in following them where they
lead. It is a bitter and painful
road. I would contend that it is worth it,
if you are looking to follow truth wherever it leads, but the cost of asking
those next questions is high.
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